You said yes
but you're still not here
you are still holding her in your arms
Do you pretend it's me, like you said you did?
Do you even think of me at all?
You said yes
My heart said yes
but your body says no
You still won't say the words to me
still won't let yourself be all mine
You said yes,
my heart screamed yes,
but now my gut says run
run, and don't look back
run before her body wins
so now it's crunch time
and the question is,
are you fast enough to catch me?
Breathing in
I can almost feel you beside me in the night
I reach out to touch your hair
nothing
breathe out
I can hear your voice
singing to me
loving me
saving me
breathe in
I can smell you
that intoxicating sent of perfume and sweat
filling me with butterfiles
I open my eyes to see you
but there is no one
you are locked far, far away in someone else's arms
it's only a breeze floating through the open window
bringing in the sent of the flowers
we were so close, yet so far
Now upon awakening from the dream
I find that I can no longer breathe
Having a secert is fun
You just can't wait to share it
but what if you can't?
What if you can't share your love,
because it would hurt who you love.
How can you keep on going
with it always threatening to come out,
dying to come alive with every breath, every syllable.
In a sense,
How do you kill a secret, before it kills you?
So long, farewell
The many goodbyes said,
After the years of not saying them,
Putting it off.
The sorrow is short-lived
As we place old friendships,
Still alive,
In the memory box.
Thus making room for new ones.
Good-bye, Good-bye
To first loves, first friends.
To first teachers, first taste of life.
On the outside we are drenched in meloncholy.
While on the inside,
We are silently geamling,
Hello new world
your kiss, your touch, your voice.
the magic in my life
that magically disapeared.
It kept me in a trance, your love did.
a spell to keep me from seeing the darkness, the evil.
I open my eyes to find you gone with all you magic.
your kiss, the humid air on my lips.
your touch,the wind carresing my arms.
your voice, the sound of a lone robin, calling his mate.
just like magic, it as if you were never there, just air.
poetry
A song of words
dripping off of, clinging, to one another.
A way to relase your voice,
let your emotions run through your pen to the paper.
A way to let the world read your soul,
in plain sight on the paper.
poetry
raindrops fall on my heart
my tears stain my check,
just as the rain falls down my window.
My sheltered world breaks
just as my heart does.
the pitter patter of the storm
becomes the screams in my head,
over heard from last night.
as I lay in my bed,
the child inside me weeps.
beckoning me to never leave my room,my safe haven.
I think in my mind, listening to the rain.
A slash of sorrow fills my body
The angels are crying for me.
Suddenly, the sun shines.
It is a glimpse of hope in my soul.
You see,
it is the angles saying to me,
come out and play, everything will be okay.
Why?
why so much evil,
so much pain,
so much hate?
Why so much war,
so little love,
so little peace?
Why?
Why don't we take a stand,
saying this isn't right?
That this isn't the way to live?
That we need to do something?
Why don't we shout out our cries of disstress to the world?Protesting to the world that this is an awfull way to live.
making everyone listen, making a difference.
Why not?
searching
searching
for that face
the familar embrace
that once held his heart
searching
searching
for the heart
that tore his apart
searching
searching
all alone
for her
searching
searching
for her voice,
her touch
that inspire him to be the best
searching
searching
for his queen
his soul mate
Current Residence: Portland Favourite genre of music: anything and everything, mainly blues, rock, jazz, bluegrass, and folk Favourite style of art: contemporary, doodles, things that are texturally interesting
Favourite Visual Artist
Avedon
Favourite Movies
mainly indie films and John Wayne classics, but I can't resist Casablanca
Favourite TV Shows
Grimm, Fringe
Favourite Books
Anything found at your local library
Favourite Games
Freeze tag
Tools of the Trade
pen, paper, thread, fabric, spray paint
Other Interests
Music, art,making movies, cooking, sewing, tango, saving the world